My Obsessive Love

Now i never even know this word "obsession". As my treatement continued with my pschyciatrist on regular visits i told him about my condition untill one day when me and him we both felt that i finally got rid of my panic attacks. Because i never had her in my mind but still my heart used to hurt like hell just how it hurts sometimes in love life. I just felt that in my heart even when my mind was calm and off her thoughts, even when i used to study. Thats where he said that its an Obsession. However, he did gave me some medicines for that which really helped me but i dont know when i will totally get rid of panic attacks and this obsessive love. My obsessive lover for her was the result of me loving her intensly from my heart onwards and with all my mind. I put all my mind, emotions and feelings in her and in our love life and took our relation very seriously. Thats the cause of my obsession. However, soon i realised that i was a worst day dreamer and it was all my fault for day dreaming about her which increase my feelings for her in my heart and i had a totally unique image of her in my mind and heart. Anyways, my medicines are helping me to live my life well.
If you read about Obsession; my type is of "a living person influences someone else". Some one i know, the girl i loved has influenced me and thats why its hell hard for me to live and its hard to control, may be she really has.